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02 agosto 21 Fortunately/unfortunately, I'm officially an adult now, so, no more: I'm juz a kid, and life is a nightmare~~~  Besides, though there's a lot going about this year, and yes, life IS a nightmare at certain pit moments, but how can I still claim life as a nightmare after what happened this few days. *smiles* First up, Melacca trip! Seriously, I didn't expect that at all!!! Sry I couldn't squeeze a few drops of tears 2 satisfy u ppl, so the scream is the least I can give.  Thx 4 the effort, thx 4 the song-and-accompaniment-off birthday song, thx 4 the present, thx 4 the cake, and thank u guys for everything. Thx 4 the surprise, and thx for everything u guys have done, psycho peeps. *touched* U guys made this alr unforgettable trip even more unforgettable. *wipes off invisible tears* However, it still send chills down my spine rmb-ing that u lot r focusing on noises I made when I take bath, trying 2 decipher what I'm doing in the bathroom. Thank god I don't usually sing or do dance moves (like someone) when I'm in there. Next up, u cheated me, dear!!!! U said u'd b back on my birthday, not the day before!!! Appearing suddenly in front of me out of nowhere has already become a signature of u, really. Count it urself how many times u've done that. =3= Always appearint in significant moments of my life, u've alr become an inseparable part of many memories. Besides, who can forget birthday cakeS flown from Indo, I can bet not many ppl has that. *snobbish* Food!!! A major portion of my life. Had a great japan bbq dinner with everyone in da family tonight. Even the most stingy 1 chipped in 4 my not-so-oftently-seen-birthday-present, and most importantly mom's effort to make it a memorable day 4 me. 3q3q *bows* Ahhh~~~~ Not to forget the strawberry mascarpone cheese cake. *drooling* After everything that has happened, moments like this would b what I'd treasure most. A simple, intimate outing with ppl u love. *sigh~* Lastly, thank u all for the greetings and wishes. It does mean a lot to me, and I appreciate it. Thank u, everyone. 14 luglio I miss u...........Never knew I'd admitt this,
but I miss him........A LOT.
Without the busy schedule keeping my mind filled up,
without other things occupying my brain,
it all starts to invade me, inside out. Thought I'm cool enough to let it go and move on,
but the process ain't as smooth as I expected.
It still hurts when I think about him,
and I still can't look at his pictures or his belongings without getting teary eyes.
It still does hurts........
I must say, I regretted a lot of things.
Things I did when he's still here;
thing I should've done when he's still around.
But I guess there's no use regretting,
and "what if" doesn't work here,
because there's no use.
Getting myself believing that he's gone to a better place is the only way I can make myself feel better,
selfish, but I really do hope that worries and pian will b away from him forever, in that other place.
I miss u
*Don't worry. These stuff come & go, and I'm not depressed or anything. Juz a little bipolar maybe, but still pulling through. 01 luglio year 2009: the year of departuresI hereby officially declare,
year 2009 is the worst year I have ever had IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously, plz~~~
enough is enough.
As if the previous 1 is not bad enough, 100 days juz pased not long ago,
and now this is the next one coming up???
Give me a break!!!
Give US a break!!!
Have we not dealt with death and mourning enough alread this year??
We need time to heal!!! And by adding another new scar is NOT helping the healing process. She first landed in our house with her brother.
Sis bought both of them back from the market.
They r too week back then, nearly lost it in the first few days after we brought them back.
Made a few trips to the vet, tried every method we could to get them to ingest the medicines,
Chiko made it, but her brother didn't.
That was when I was still in primary.
After this many years, after all these that she's seen, after all these that she's been with us,
today her time's up.
Not because of old age,
she died of her own habit, her own timid, and my negligence.
Y am I the 1st one who found her??
Y must I be the one who heard the cries?
Y me, to can still c her eyes open even she's dead??
Gosh, I hate myself.
Enough tears shed this years.
More than I can take.
The house feels empty. Rest in peace, Chiko~~ 26 giugno subaruI went to the cinema for dbsk more than the movie itself.
Yes, my intentions r not that good,
but who knows I found myself another movie that I probably won't forget and will probably love for a long long long time.
Subaru, a mixure and balance of everything.
People from Japan, Korea, China;
Actors from Japan & Director from Hong Kong;
Languages of Japanese & English;
Dance genre including ballet, contemporary & even hip-hop (though little);
Songs of classical, english-pop, j-pop & k-pop;
These all added up to be a chemistry that is ready to blow everyone away off their seats,
left there totaly absorbed into the movie and the mesmerizing dance moves.
People are already moved to tears in the starting of the movie,
and then carried away by dance moves & dance routines that captures one's heart,
ended up with a contemporary dance that give me goosebumps,
even if I have never understood the art of contemporary dance.
Aside from the part that people keeps dying and my dear yunho didn't get his solo part showed,
I lurve this movie a hell lot.
Waiting 4 the DVD 2 b out.
*dear, here's some compensation for u not being able 2 watch the movie. Gomen~~~ |
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